i made it!!

yesterday i was fasting. it seems like yesterday is the hardest day for me to do fasting.
1. on sahur: i felt like i had a vertigo but i hever had anything like that before. i almost fell to the floor when standing. reaaaaaaally dizzy.
2. my stomach hurted so damn lot. i think because i didnt eat anything for dinner. OKAY dinner was the only thing i ate after breaking my fasting. it hurt a lot i couldnt eat. but i did tho.

after sahur i fell asleep until 5.30 am. DAMN. i shouldve been ready for school on 5.30!! then i rushed to the bathroom, took a bath, etc etc. so i went to school on abt 5.45. i wasnt late, miraculously.
at school i felt really effin dizzy again i couldnt concentrate to the first subject: PHYSICS. kool ryt. but the dizzy feeling didnt last long. after the class break i couldnt feel it anymore. then my friend told me that i shouldve been with the other softball players to go to the senior.
"WHAA'?"
so then i didnt go to the other softballers because the class break was already over. :$

we (softballers) were gonna practice yesterday, even tho we were fasting. ok it was only me and abt 5 more friends. the school was over on 11.30 am BUT softball was gonna be started on 4.30.
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i knew that. i just didnt know where to go. i cant go back home. i didnt want to, because i'd fall straight asleep and then i'd miss softball. so i decided to go with ayu, riris, and deninda.
FYI: they werent fasting. little did i know, they wanted to go somewhere to eat something. drink something.
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i wasnt very hungry. my stomach was alright. it was just the thirst.
we went to la codefin kemang and they ate at burger king. i dont really like burgers so it was ok. the hard thing was seeing them drinking cola and eating fries. shit. right.

and we just had some fun before we got back into the car. i was listening to my ipod. the good thing is music calms me down. i dont feel anything. not hungry. not thirsty. i love my ipod.
we talked abt many things, people, anything. i sat on the front seat. the funny thing was that they didnt allow me at all to look at them, because they might be eating. or drinking. and riris brought a very delicious-smell meal.......hohoho.

we got back to mendawai. there was a LOT of things. fun things always happen in mendawai ahaha. i slept on the way to mendawai. me and ayu were the ones who slept so damn tight hahaha. i woke up abt 30 mins after we arrived at mendawai. hahaa B)

we went to senayan and played softball. i got headache a lot. god i suffered things a lot yesterday. i had to squat to stop the headache.
maghrib came and we ate at fx. there were me, emma, ayu, riris, fadia, and fadia's dad. we decided to eat at bakso teler 77 but the seats were full so we ate at the muffin house. the main courses are quite expensive haha. i brought just 20.000. emma wanted to lend me some so i ate chicken katsu, yumm.
me and ayu were gonna go home first so we gave our money to emma. but then fadia's dad said, "i'll pay for it. you just go home."
THANKS PAPA FADIA