iTunes is playing lots of songs from my playlist. Now playing is Figures - Whitest Boy Alive, changing to All Ears - Whitest Boy Alive. Ugh. Sleepy. Stiff back. Tomorrow is Monday. Again. Struggling with school, friends. Again. Oh so bored of my life. Abnormal Life.
Saturday im gonna take photo for yearbook. My skin had got a tan. Until now im so tanny, even black. I wanted to spend my time in the beauty centre but it is 4.22 pm already. Fck. I wanted the women to bleach my skin, so i can be the snow white again. Okay hipers. But thats what i mean. Being white like normal again. I wanted to have an avocado creambath. Hmm yummy. But gosh it is 4.24 pm.
Sometimes i want to have a big brother. He would protect me, forced or not. I wanted to be the youngest kid in family, or maybe single kid. But God said no, and here is it, 2 younger siblings.
People always said, 'never give up on your dreams'. But how bullshit it is. I never have what i want. Okay not everything i want never comes true. But almost 47% of them never come true. Okay really i dont know what i wanted the most. Mom. Brother. Erlend. High school. i just dont know. There are too many of them i can never count for sure.
So bored. I was playing pet society about an hour ago but so boring. Oh yes i remember what i told Nindi about the second mystery box. If i see her playing pet society, the mystery box's color was purple or something like that. But mine was blue.
so important, isnt it?
Ill catch up with better things later
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